It's ALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE!!!

Here I go again. Every blog needs an intro.

Third attempt at being a blogster. I sincerly hope I'll last this time. I don't even remember what my other two blogs were called as it has been such a while since I even thought of attempting this again.

Hmm I do remember there being "conundrum" in the url of one blog...but that's all.

I've had an intresting two past years. So many thing have happened that have shook me to the core and really changed me as a person. Bittersweet really...don't wanna have to go through such situations again but at the same time, I'm glad I did.

My life before was a sort of reverie, I was there in body, but not there in mind. Kinda like The Matrix, but the other way around. A total loner. Inconsequential existence. All very depressing really.

After bring forcefully jolted back into reality, I kinda started seeing and feeling things in sharper focus. The colors of the tree were greener, the sound of birds outside the window was sweet, and the feel of a breeze on my face truley was wonderous. I know I sound really cheesy and cliche, but this is how I genuinely started feeling. Happiness and at peace with everything.

I mean really, what else is there to do but to hold your head up high and just march on to the beat of your own drums. And that's exactly what I am doing now =D

I started reading, writing and drawing again. Would write little snippets of thought on a random pad which resulted in them being either scrunched up and thrown away or just lost somewhere in the pandemonium that is my bedroom.

Thus, pestiferous is born. My own little contaminated part of the blogging world. It's oh-so-contagious.